We hope you rally. The more meaning we attach to the stutter (embarrassment, frustration, etc) the more pervasive it gets. Makes me think of the Sorcerer's Stone and the vine that tightens as we resist and struggle. If we dwell on past stutters and predict future ones, we can become overwhelmed. Have you ever read The Feeling Good Handbook or Feel the Fear and Do it Anyway? Best, Tim- Atlanta, GA