If you really believe this, then ask your personal physician for a prescription for escitalopram (Lexipro). I can believe what your saying. I, now, take 10mg per day, and I can understand how it could have helped my stuttering, back when I was a stutterer. My experience is that it puts a top (and bottom) limit of your physiological emotional response. I don't have a manic or depressed response during high stress situations. If I had this a a child, I think I could have focus better too. I definitely think it's worth trying.