It doesn't hurt me that bad honestly cause it gives me an excuse to call them out for what a shitty person they are. Don't care if I stutter in the process. It hurts me more when they don't say anything actually or feel bad for me and start nodding profusely to make me feel better or something along those lines cause then it makes me feel bad for myself that people are overcompensating and I replay the awkwardness in my head.