If I could I would give you a big hug my friend. Tomorrow I have to give a presentation to about 20 people, all managers in my company. I am already thinking what words to avoid and how. Stressful. Stutter can make life difficult. But we cannot let stutter rob us of the beautiful things in life. I am sure you have family and friends who love you. We can volunteer, help people in need and feel great at the end of day. Maybe join an open source project? As for a job: Just keep looking. It takes running into that rare 1 bright person who gets it. Such people are out there, trust me. Also... smile :-)