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Awful day today + theory I had a meeting with my French class + teacher today to discuss details of an upcoming French trip. Pardon my French, but holy shit, I stuttered so much. It was just a bunch of blocks, but it was awful. This type of stuttering has gotten worse, and I forgot what it was like. Someone laughed at me after I couldn’t get a word out, and I felt incredibly humiliated. Afterwards, to me, it was hilarious. My stutter was so bad, it was even comical to ME. My stutter was getting better, but all of a sudden, it’s getting worse. I have no choice but to go on meds again. They seemed to help before. I’ve tried therapy, counselors, breathing techniques, you name it, I’ve tried it. I mentioned this in an earlier post, but a stutter seems to be like a fight-or-flight response to a danger that doesn’t exist. It’s similar to how you freeze when you’re super scared, it’s just your throat is the one freezing. Anyone else have similar thoughts?