I’ve made peace with my disorder, and I appreciate the kind words. For me, it’s more of “dang it, why did I linger on that block for so long?” I can be fairly impatient at times, and even though I know it won’t work, my primordial lizard brain is still like “yes this’ll work this time around!” I’ve never actually been afraid to speak for fear of embarrassment; I have way too much to say.