Wish I could help, but I think I read someone's post on here a few months ago that might help you. Let me find it. [Found it!](https://www.reddit.com/r/Stutter/comments/3hbbhh/my_story_of_having_a_stutter_and_why_im_thankful/) this helped me a while ago, and I hope it helps you! Hes a friend of mine, and if you need anything, him or I can help!