You are a brave man you know. Not to mention an inspiration to me. And I couldn't agree more that we are wingless ravens, this disability of ours has stopped so many of us from acheiving so much. It has actually made me bitter. And, like you, I too hate to admit it. I hope you get the dream job of yours, after all you gave your EVERYTHING to succeed and this is what hardwork is. This is all you could do. It is a bitter reality to us but this is it. I'm sorry if I intensified your depression. Truth is, this is how I feel.