You have two options. You can continue bitching about how hard your life is & why it sucks & why you'll never be successful & whatever else you want to throw in there. Being whiny & miserable is perfectly fine, just don't expect anything to ever change. Or you can quit feeling sorry for yourself & figure out what YOU can do to be happier. Pro tip: accepting the fact that you stutter & being okay with yourself despite your flaws is probably a good first step. Everyone's life is hard & everyone has their own unique set of flaws that they struggle with on a daily basis. You're no different from anyone else. If you still don't understand what I & many others are trying to tell you, you're either being willfully ignorant or you had no intention of helping yourself in the first place. (edit - grammar)