Yes!! I used to HATE myself! Self harm and all but my partner showed me how beautiful it is, how unique I am and how to make people feel like shit for saying things about my stutter. (That made me feel the most power) I hated the way people would look at me with pity or say dumb shit like “ oh you don’t know your own name, haha” (I stutter on J’s) i was too embarrassed to saying anything back with fear id stutter again or i just got angry. Now I’m proud to say i have a stutter and put people in there place for their ignorance. I’ve healed so much of what I couldn’t handle as a child.