I used to think the same. I was ugly, stutterin and very insecure. I tried to just looksmaxx to at least improve my appearance despite not being good looking, at least I tried. I also notice that my stutter is heavily connected to my confidence, that when I will say something that I’m not sure I stutter, so I try to at least get money to be able to increase my confidence. I also learned to be funny, there are times that I feel a stutter is coming so I try to time what I say, say few things but make it have an impact. Right now I stutter less than I was growing up, but I still do stutter. I hate myself but I just think that if I didn’t have a stutter I’d be too powerful