Hey man, if you're still there, please read this comment. I can't say I know 100% how you feel, because I don't. What I can say tho, is that I've been in your situation. As I've read you're only 16, that's when I made my 8th out of 9 suicide attempts. It isn't worth it. If it fails you'll only feel worse, but wanna know the thruth? You'll eventually feel way better, life is rough, life is unfair, life kinda sucks actually, but man you have no idea of how many things you'll be losing if you go out now. If you're reading this, let's make a pact. Hold on for two more years, if after that you still feel like it, then it's your decision to go and no one can stop you. If not, you'll keep on being here with us and you'll see how much nicer life gets. Talk to me if you want, I'll be here to talk you through any bad thoughts. You're not alone, and you'll never be.