That work treatment you get will never change, people don't change. Judgement is kryptonite for me as well. I would give you some kind of inspirational speech like "Oh don't worry, you're still young! things will get better bud", but I'm realistic unlike the people in this thread. All I'm going to say is, never feel like things are your fault, you didn't ask to be born with Satan constantly dictating how you speak. You don't deserve this either.