Was reading Dostoevsky and came across this line that immediately resonated with some of my worst stuttering memories that pop up sometimes.

Was reading Dostoevsky and came across this line that immediately resonated with some of my worst stuttering memories that pop up sometimes. “Every once in a while a thought pierced my heart with the deepest, most poisonous pain: that ten years, twenty years, and even forty years would pass, and even after forty years I would still recall with revulsion and humiliation these dirtiest, most ridiculous, most terrible minutes of my entire life”