I know the pain, its not fun. I constantly finding myself thinking about situations and how I would react to them if I didn’t stutter. For example, I was thinking about how a parcel was left at a neighbors. I had a whole conversation lined up but then I realised, that’s not me. Stop comparing yourself. I do this all the time so I can’t really speak (pardon the pun) but it definitely helps to understand what you can and can’t do