23M and I can say it doesn't get better, the deep hatred toward yourself will not stop. There's a few solution : \- fix your stutter and live the live you WANT (impossible unlucky :) !) \- Force yourself into thinking, stuttering isn't bad (just be delusional) You'll feel the constant pain of living a life you do not want while the life you want goes by. All your friends, peers will have more opportunities than you. You'll have to push really hard to get anything, and when you'll have no strength anymore, you won't be on this reddit anymore. In a few hours, you'll get post like "i was like you in my early twenties, now it doesn't matter", you'll go to sleep, wake up, stutter at your classmates, want to kill youself and post here again. ​ can't wait to see your next thread ngl