I will never feel pretty in front of him again

I will never feel pretty in front of him again Like most people, I want my crush/partner to think I’m pretty. I want to walk into a room and he thinks “she’s beautiful”. I know my crush genuinely liked me back. I’m pretty sure he was attracted to my appearance, but he fell for my personality. And that’s what’s important. He told people he was into me, but he had a girlfriend. So it was all messed up because I had my hopes up, but he cut things off with me. He and his girlfriend broke up two months later. Recently, a friend reconnected us, and I can tell he still likes me. But I don’t know. I’ll never feel physically attractive around him again. And he chose her over me. I’ve never been good enough for anyone, and I don’t think I’ll ever be good enough in his eyes.