genuinely nervous

genuinely nervous ***Stuttering is not the problem, the fear of it is ! That consumes oneself like anything. The long, hard and awkward gazes of people unknown. The long silences between two words. The repetition of words, though never intended to, do the trouble. The will to speak, to speak our heart out, to express every bit that’s been hiding, but still not being able to, hurts. Makes one feel sometimes,worthless.The*** ***powerpoint presentations ,the throat drying speeches are the worst nightmares .*** ***I just stammer at the start of every word while the latter is completed by others..though it looks helpful ,it isn’t.***