Yeah I feel like life would be a whole lot better if I were fluent and easily able to speak. No anxiety when talking on the phone, meeting new people, going on job interviews. I am no introvert but yeah I definitely have anxiety whenever I have to speak in a situation that is stressful. But with this, I am thankful that I only have a stutter and not something else that is worse. Everybody has difficulties, you just can't always seem them. I am trying to set up a stuttering zoom group that meets once a week or so and discusses stuttering. It you would be interested in joining you can send me a message.