I’ve been there too, keep holding on. It may seem daunting, but grab hold and don’t let go. I know it’s cliche but time will heal this, it’ll still hurt from time to time, but it’ll get better. I strongly recommend joining the discord server that’s associated with this subreddit. There are many people there that will talk with you whether it’s through voice or text. The key is to find support, and we PWS’s got to stick together.