“She was amazing about it. She didn’t interrupt me a single time and waited until I finished every word.” You have a stutter and a small time window with someone you admire. It is going to be really difficult. Honestly, I think it is amazing that you went through with it, that you got to meet them and they were positive about the encounter. I am sure they were just happy to meet a fan of theirs. I understand your feelings but reading between the lines it sounds like you had a good experience. I hope it gives you the confidence to meet them again if the opportunity arises. Also, taking 5 seconds to say your name is better than a lot of us haha