>To prove all those wrong who told me "maybe you should give up on joining army because of your stutter." Don't do it to prove someone wrong. Fuck them. Do it for yourself, if you want it. - >I am starting to think they all were right. Again, fuck them. :) - >Who would want to follow him to battle. Do you want to go into battle? Do you want to lead others into battle? - >I'm a fuckinh failure. **That's why my gf left me** People leave each other for all sorts of reasons. I'm not quite sure if you're tying this to your stutter specifically, but if that's the case, obviously, if someone doesn't like stutter, they aren't likely to stay with someone who stutters. That's not really any different than so many other reasons for leaving, though. And also, there are people in relationships where stutter is present but not a hindrance. So that's not an impossibility. - Could you perhaps be persuaded to share what you've tried in order to manage your stutter?...