I'm 26 (M) and I know how you feel. I quit my office job a year ago to pursue my dream job, but job hunting and interviews are making me regret my decision. I avoided 3 interviews due to fear and not wanting to deal with the mental burden of being judged because of my stutter, but you owe it to yourself to be fearless. You deserve a good life just like everybody else, and the only way you are going to achieve that is by facing the fear. If you have an interview coming up, as soon as the video call starts, say "I just want to preface this by saying that I have a stutter. If I hesitate, it's due to my speech impediment." I said just that for the first time in my last interview and I stuttered throughout the whole interview. And you know what? It went very well. And even if you don't get the job, you're going to be proud of yourself for trying. You can do this.